CRUSH

 Crush...everybody does have a crush...its a lie if you told me that you dont have a crush hahaha...
 Crush can be a good thing and can turns out to be a bad thing...for example, crush can be a good thing if the situation is -> your crush happen to be a smart girl/boy and you try to be like his/her soo yo can get to know his/her hahaha... But crush also make you look like an idiot hahaha...

like me i do have a crush and i think its not a crush anymore cuz psycologist say that crush only last for 4 month and if it exeed it means that you have fall in love with that girl/boy... in my case she has been my crush for 4 straight years hahahaha...i know it sounds stupid that she never knew that i like her untill i told her about my feeling 3 year after that...but after that our friendship starts to being cold...we dont talk or even sent a chat...and that time i start to feel like oh my god what have i done...but few weeks after that our friendship goes back to normal again finally hahaha... but it doesnt last for a long time...few days after that i had an accident...that night should be a night for us to remeber cuz me and my ex clasamate is having a reunion on hari raya...that night we got an invitation to open house from my friend and all my classmate are there including her...that night starts with good thing until i read her post about about the boy that she like...that time my heart broke into pieces hahahaha...and that night alone i have 4 accident in the list hahaha thank god i dont get any serious injury...
 But that kind of thing that keep strenghten our BFF relationship eventhough she is not mine but i still thankfull that she is there when i need her the most and i love this way of this relationship cuz eventhough some of the memories is not that good to be a memoris but i still smiling and laughing by myself when i think about the time im being foolish hahaha...but being a good friend who always there when needed is enough for me cuz friendship has no ending and never have...

     ps:- if you love somebody just let them know...dont keep it in your chest cuz it might explode hahaha...