DIANA

Okey i'll post something that will be tottaly out of topic this time hahaha...

Diana...okey i dont really know why she keep spamming "POWER" on everybody post comment in this 2 or 3 days hahaha...duhh it can be really annoying you know hahaha...

about dianaa...she is one of my classmate and she is a very furious girl just like a tiger *roarr* hahaha...but there is rumors that say she is affraid of cat?? hahaha soo funny but she deny it and she said that she dont like cats but not affraid of it hahaha wallahhua'llam...she is also known as "HANTU MEE BANDUNG" hahaha because she love mee bandung soo much, too much and veryyy much hahaha...and she is an expert in enginearring drawing soo i'd call her  master syifuu...

give up

Im giving up not because i have loose hope or what it's because im tired to keep chasing the things that would never stop even for a second...

-finally i have found someone that is good enough to replace *a*i... aisyah (bff) once told me to open heart for someone else and dont keep focusing on a girl that you dont have any chance to get hahaha...for 1 years she keep saying the same thing to me over and over hahaha... and FINALLY i've found myself a girl that is good enough fill my day and to fill the hole in my heart hahaha...

-some people will say "kau ni x reti sabar laa tunggu laa dulu jgn laa blah mcm tu je"...hey dude you dont feel what i feel for 4years soo keep ypur mouth shut dude hahaha...

            PS:- there is a time when walk away is the 
                   best choice for everyone...

fi-hifzillah my friends...

fi hifzillah...

fi hifzillah...perkataan tu bemaksud semoga sentiasa berada dalam lindungan allah...

 Jujur aq cakap aq pun tak faham dengan diri aq...i do love her tapi entah kenapa everytime aw tgk dia rasa mcm sakit hati gila...tak tau lah apa salah dia kat aq hahaha...well apa yang aq tau dia suka membe aq...tapi tak apa aq lek2 jee as long as dia tak kena main kan dgn budak tuu...

 I do want her but sometimes i feel like "am i good enough for her??" cuz she is like a diamond among the glass...a verry precious one but hard to find...tapi stiap kali dia cerita pasal laki tu aq serious cakap sakit gila hati nii hahaha tpi aq layan kan ajee...

 Kawan perempuan aq pnah ckp "move on je laa, bukak sikit hati kau tu untuk orang lain"...hah i think the time has come for me to move kowt...

 TAPI...AQ MOVE ON BUKAN BERMAKSUD AQ MENGALAH...SEBAB AQ TAU SHE DESERVE TO GET A BETTER PERSON...BETTER THAN ME HAHAHAHA...

 Soo just nak cakap yg im not storng enough, im no good enough for you...fi hifzillah my beloved friends huhuuuu...

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siapa dia tu??...

 hmm soalan yg aq pling x suka skali bila org tanya aq hahaha...
petang tadi masa aq balik rumah aq letak laa fon aq dekat atas meja dekat ruang tamu lepas tu aq naik lah atas salin2 baju, mandi apa semua...
lepas tu masa aq turun bawah aq tengok mama dok belek2 fon aq...
aq pn tak kesah sangat lah sebab mak aq jer pun kan hahaha...
lepas tu mak aq tanya soalan yang aq paling taknak dengar dari orang terutamanya mak aq hahaha...
 "abang siapa *a*i ni?"... fuhh bederau darah aq bila dengar mak aq tanya macam tu...soo aq pun buat2 lah tak tau..."hah *a*i kawan abang laa"...hahaha acaca cover eah...nthen mak aq cakap nak tengok gambar dia...aq pun apa lagi dedo lahh enn hahaha..mana tak nye tetiba mintak gambar camtu...soo aq bagi laa gambar raya tahun lepas yang ada dia...nten mama be like "emm lawa dia ni, tinggi pulak tuu mesti pendiam, baik orangnya kan??"...peh bila dengar mak aq cakap macam tuu fuhhh berbunga2 lah eah hahaha...pastu aq cakap laa "alaa kawan2 biasa jee tu"...nthen mama cakap "haih kalau laa anak mama ni bakal dia, bangga mama dapat menantu macam tu"...pehh bila denggar je macam tu aq macam nak pengsan siaa hahaha...emm tapi sayang hati dia dekat orang lain hahaha...tpi xpe aq akan tetap usaha jugak hahahaha..
  

weird crush

           weird crush??...

weird crush is someone that is dont even look  soo attractive but you are extreamly attracted to them but you dont know why... 

 i do have this experience and she is still my crush even for four straight years hahaha... i think she is my weird crush cuz when i talk about her to my closest friends they will questioned about it like "you like her?? are you serious??"... and i be like "yes im!" hahaha... and some of my friend says that she is not that beautiful how could you fall in love with her??...duhh im quite sad to hear about it but yeahh i cant control other people mouth soo i just keep my mouth shut eventhough my heart is on fire hahaha...

 When i ask my friends about a of girl that they like majority of them will say...she need to be beautiful, she need to be cute and bla bla bla hahaha...thats true but trust me when you love someone every imperfection that they have will magically disappear and that imperfection will turns into perfect...

 soo i guess all imperfection that she have already becomes perfect because i have fall in love with her hahaha...actualy i dont really care about her imperfection cuz for me she is beautiful enough in my sight...at first i dont really know why i like her but then i realize that her personaliti that make me fall in love with her...i love her smile, her laught and all about her i just love it hahaha...

  ps:- i lf you love someone thru their outside beauty then the love will fade along as the beauty fade thru time...

CRUSH

 Crush...everybody does have a crush...its a lie if you told me that you dont have a crush hahaha...
 Crush can be a good thing and can turns out to be a bad thing...for example, crush can be a good thing if the situation is -> your crush happen to be a smart girl/boy and you try to be like his/her soo yo can get to know his/her hahaha... But crush also make you look like an idiot hahaha...

like me i do have a crush and i think its not a crush anymore cuz psycologist say that crush only last for 4 month and if it exeed it means that you have fall in love with that girl/boy... in my case she has been my crush for 4 straight years hahahaha...i know it sounds stupid that she never knew that i like her untill i told her about my feeling 3 year after that...but after that our friendship starts to being cold...we dont talk or even sent a chat...and that time i start to feel like oh my god what have i done...but few weeks after that our friendship goes back to normal again finally hahaha... but it doesnt last for a long time...few days after that i had an accident...that night should be a night for us to remeber cuz me and my ex clasamate is having a reunion on hari raya...that night we got an invitation to open house from my friend and all my classmate are there including her...that night starts with good thing until i read her post about about the boy that she like...that time my heart broke into pieces hahahaha...and that night alone i have 4 accident in the list hahaha thank god i dont get any serious injury...
 But that kind of thing that keep strenghten our BFF relationship eventhough she is not mine but i still thankfull that she is there when i need her the most and i love this way of this relationship cuz eventhough some of the memories is not that good to be a memoris but i still smiling and laughing by myself when i think about the time im being foolish hahaha...but being a good friend who always there when needed is enough for me cuz friendship has no ending and never have...

     ps:- if you love somebody just let them know...dont keep it in your chest cuz it might explode hahaha...

salah ke main card?

 Okay kali ni aq nk ckp pasal hobi aq...aq suka main card tapi knp setiap kali aq pegang card mesti org ada tanggapan yang buruk dekat aq...kenapa?? orang yang main card ni berjudi ke??...haihh kalau korang ada tanggapan macam tu buang laa sebab card bukan untuk main judi je...tapi memamg tak di nafikan lah yang card ada yang buat main judi..

 Tapi cuba korang fikir balik and cuba bukak sikit otak korang tu untuk tengok card ni dari sudut yang berbeza...sekarang ni macam2 dah card ni diguna... bukan sekadar untuk berjudi je... sekarang dah ada "CARDISTRY" and benda ni memang tengah hot kat luar negara sampai buat event lagi...sekarang card ni pun boleh dianggap seni sebab setiap card ada artist dia sendiri and cardistry tu sendiri art pada pandangan aq sebab every move yang diorang buat tu unik and lawa...

 Sekarang card bukanye benda yang orang beli lepastu guna and buang...dekat luar negara diorang sangat menghargi nilai setiap card tak kira lah murah ke mahal...yang rare ke tak and ramai antara diorang ni beli card tapi tak bukak pun sebab sayang and nilai setiap deck card ni bukan nye murah2 ada yang sampai tiga ke empat ratus ringgit malaysia...antara faktor yang buat card ni mahal just corak dia brand dia siapa artist dia and ada sesetengah harga card ni dipengaruhi oleh tempat card tu di hasilkan and material yang diguna nak buat card ni pun teramat lah berbeza sebab kalau card yang harga 2-3ringgit tu permukaan dia rata but kalau yang harga RM20 hingga ratus2 tu material dia lain sikit dia macam kanvas yang keras and memang akan tahan lama...

 Kalau korang fikir yang beli card ni membazir lah apa lah aq tetap akan cakap yg setiap duit yang aq keluarkan untuk beli card ni berbaloi sebab apa?? sebab ni hobi aq and aq akan rasa puas kalau dapat apa yang aq idam2 kan...soo ubah lah tanggapan korang tu dekat orang yang pegang card ni sebab tak semua yang main card ni berjudi huhuu...

about me..

1. okey im gonna tell you guys a little bit about me...

-im 17
-love cats...
-love to play with cards (cardistry/magic)
-live in johor
-love tech/gadget
-love food
-love extreme sports like parkour

okey soo i'll be writing about me and maybe about my personal life...hahaha but dont expact it to be fun cuz im not quite sure if my life is good enough hahaha... i'll be writing in malay and english cuz im malah lahh hahaha...and if there is any typos in my speelling im so sorry cuz im not that good in writing in english...

basicly im just a normal person with a normal life and bla bla bla...nothing is special about me
hahaha...okey i think thats all for the first one...

ps:- time aq tgh tulis ni johor baru menang piala sumbangsih and jam dah pukul 1:05 pagi but still awake padahal esok sekolah hahaha...